Fireworks

Have fun and be safe this weekend. I'll be avoiding the heat as much as possible.

Conversations in my head

I'm pretty pissed off right now. I'm as mad at myself as I am at him. I should never let anyone be such an asshole to me just because I'm lonely.

Ego Bruised

I used to think I was pretty strong until I saw the number on the weights that I could hardly lift. BTW, the three pound weights are an exaggeration. I actually had trouble with the eight pounders but the dude wouldn't let me get anything lighter.

I Am Done

Yup, I've been trying to find the balls to tell him the whole second chance thing isn't working out for weeks. When I finally get the nerve to do it, he won't answer the damn phone. Since he wouldn't return my phone calls, I assumed he felt the same way except he doesn't want to be civil with me.  This is the first time anyone has just blown me off like this. I'm pretty pissed that I didn't get the chance to tell him he's a jerk. Oh well, I'm back on the search for love and company.

The system is broken

This is what happens when you can't afford to buy that extra time from a doctor.  It took months for me to get this appointment and all they do is give me pills and shove me out the door. I hate this system.

Lovely Leela

I think she gets joy out of me stepping on her pee spot with my bare feet.

Sleepless nights

I'm having too many sleepless nights. Maybe I should get another mattress or something.

Anyways, leave me some comments and tell your friends to leave me comments so I have something to read at 2am.